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It's odd. When the year began I thought I'd be making more entries here but here we are in the middle June and including this one I've made a total of three entries this year. I thought that with an internet connected device in the living room the convenience would spur me to post more. Yes, I'm aware there are several flaws in the reasoning.

My efforts to connect with a suitable writer's circle haven't panned out as well as I'd like. The one I met with a month or so ago turned out to be a bit too pretentious and snobbish for my liking. They made very clear to me their hatred of anything written for mass consumption and that they were only interested in writing that elite literary scholars would be puzzling over for the next thousand years. The whole meeting was a sort of surreal experience. They had one guy who wrote everything in French and insisted that that fact alone ensured the literary worth of his writing.
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There was a time when Saturday nights tended to be very interesting. I miss those times. Even the really weird stuff. Especially the weird stuff, actually. Like the time K and I had to crawl through a rather musty tunnel after that barn collapsed while we were in it. Okay, that was actually a Saturday afternoon, though the night that followed wasn't any less interesting. We visited another buddy of ours who, for want have a better term, was having an existential crisis. I miss K.

Another memorable Saturday night was, well actually I think I'm still under an NDA about that one. No matter.

At anyrate, tonight I'm bored and lonely. Bored, bored, bored...
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I know nobody gives a damn but Sunday was my birthday. Not surprisingly I got nary an email, phone call, IM, or card. Eh, well. That's life I guess, forgotten and alone.
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What is it about me that people find so blasted intimidating?
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Well, I'm still breathing. It's a new year and I'm feeling hopeful this will be a better year than the preceding couple years have been. I'd make a new year's resolution but as the year is new it's hard to say where things are going so any specific resolutions I might make are out and I'm not inclined to conjure up any generic ones for the moment. Not much new to report, I still have this odd feeling that a large chunk of my life is on hold and waiting for something. What exactly I've yet to discern.

I'm going to attempt to be down in Atlanta in the near future to visit a couple libraries. Among other things I need to get to somewhere that has an OED. If I do get to do this it's going to have to be an all day thing since for all intents and purposes I'm going to be stranded in the area from morning to evening. Hopefully nothing goes wrong. I figure after I get the little research done I'll visit a few old haunts. Is Oxford Comics still where it was? I haven't been there since 2004 or so. I know Sword of the Phoenix closed in 2005 sadly.

I haven't been on MARTA since about the middle of 2004. I find myself wondering if there have been any significant changes with MARTA in the last three years. Hmm...What's a Breeze Card? Hmm, and what's the current fare rate I wonder. I believe it was $1.75 the last time I rode. I still have a token or two from the last time.

In other news I'm still trying to decide whether I want to go ahead and redesign the top page of my web site or not. I like it as it is but I realize others might find it dull and boring in the layout and graphics. Oh well. I posted a request for feedback but only one person responded, I really don't know how to take that, Could be a sign of whether anybody much reads my posts. :)

SIGH

Jan. 7th, 2008 12:53 am
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I'm bored and wide awake.

Both conditions I'd rather not be in this time of night.
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It feels strange noting this but I've kept the same email address and webspace since 13 January 1998. Before that I'd used The INDEX System as my main internet email provider.
further thoughts on long standing contact data )

Now I find myself pondering dropping my Mindspring/Earthlink account and moving my webpages to another provider. I've had BellSouth DSL for a year now. Earthlink couldn't provide me with DSL out here, so after the move I switched to dial-up and kept looking for broadband options and eventually ended up going to BellSouth FastAccess. I've kept my Mindspring account for the reasons I mentioned behind the cut above.

Anyrate, I'm pondering moving to a web hosting provider. [livejournal.com profile] frostedelves has suggested one that looks very promising, indeed. Do any of you have any web hosting sites that you've been really impressed with?
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As with many I find myself feeling reflective on this final day of the year. I keep thinking how much I wish many events of the past year had either gone differently or not happened at all.

2006 has not been a great year for me. It hasn't even been a good year. One of the heaviest events of the past year for me was my mother's stroke and passing several months after. I still strongly wish to wake up and find its the morning of 20 May and that the past 7 months have all been a bad dream. I know that's not going to happen but I can't help but wish. Not really sure what stage of grief it represents but anyrate, there it is.

While I could catalogue in detail the travails of this year I won't. I know that others, among those who might be reading this, have also suffered as well in 2006 to one degree or another. I just want to express my wishes for a better year to come. May 2007 be the year our lives get back on track and move forward to accomplishing our goals and desires in this world.
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LogJam really does make posting entries easier. Maybe too easy. The last few entries probably wouldn't have been made without it. Which given my mood of late probably wouldn't have been a bad thing. Nobody wants to see me whine and grumble on the internet. Least of all, me.

The house has been very quiet the past couple weeks and yet I have not been overly productive. Okay, not particularly productive at all. Hopefully this'll change in the coming weeks. I need to get back in touch with some old contacts that I've neglected these past few months. Between my mother's extended ICU stays and then her death I haven't really felt like dealing with much of anything of late. I don't know that I'm feeling like myself again but the world doesn't seem quite as drab and dreary as it has recently so I'll call that a sign of improvement.
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Still feeling blue but what can you do? No matter.

After a year of sleeping on an ever increasing number of springs I've got a new mattress. It was delivered today. I went ahead and got a new box spring and frame to go with it. My old mattress was going on twenty years old and the box spring was over thirty. The frame was probably older than I am. No question about it, it was time for a new mattress set altogether. That new mattress smell though isn't doing me a great deal of good, I'm wheezing a little. Anybody know how long it takes for a Mattress Factory matress to finish outgassing or whatever? I'm hoping that once I put the pad and sheets on it that it'll be less of a problem to my aging sinuses.
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At the insistence of my dear friends [livejournal.com profile] sdaemon and [livejournal.com profile] frostedelves I've signed up with livejournal. This here is my first entry. I don't have a clue what I'm going to do here. Like as not the entries that I'll make here will be sporadic at best; time being what it is.

At the moment I have nothing to say. I kept looking at the empty journal page and thought it looked so sad and lonely being so blank so I thought I had to enter something even if it is just a few excuses for saying nothing at all in as many words as possible.
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